first week in ukm again,it only make me feel like, i am staying too long at here.. no much freshness of anythings..then after changed to blok 10 with corridor beside,my nightmare has started.it was MONKEYS invaded my room!!! twice in a week! i hate those monkeys,stole my japanese cucumber,cornflakes with 2 tin n 3 oranges!!! sikina monkeys!!!
so,i have another conclusion for my room,no matter how hot is it,dun open the window!! i dun wan to make myself suffer again,suspects which touched by monkeys,cleaning whole room n equipments or anything near the window.hate hate hate!!!

except for the monkeys part,actually there were a few days really fun to me such as thursday nite wen to cocoa banana for clubbing and friday nite made duck burger~ all played n had fun till 3am.oh ya,n another event for today is Malaysia International Food  & Beverage fair.this was a awesome trip to all of us,since we are doin the food product development.then,there were a lot of things to eat,to see,to feel and to enjoy~ i love that fair n i will go for next year again!!!! RM10 is worth to me~

p.s: pics will be posted at facebook~

tmr,yes,the day that i will back to ukm to study again
an eve that i feel so down cos gonna away from dear dear lo.. sob sob
this week,almost everyday,we wen out n i jz back from dating too
am i greedy?
i think i am.kaka.. but then this is wat i wan the most

school..  a place that quite interesting to me yet i wan my dear dear with me..
oh my god,i cant leave without him anymore.kaka
wonder,how to drag him to there.kaka

then,on monday,i will meet my friends over there
i will stay alone over there
i can do anything
jz no transport
everything everything that i will do again in the school

oh ya,in the opening of school,i will be the 3rd years senior
wonder will have juniors misunderstand that i'm a junior too?? kaka
let's look forward for it~

moody moody moody..
y i always moody when i was home.freaky funny while stupid.
maybe i'm the one will not  appreciate the lucky and the fortune.
rebellious is one of tat dive deeply in my heart..
whatever is it
i dun like it,but still hav to face the ridiculous of myself

hekm,very funny.. i tot i understand u,can hav a nice communication with u.but in the end,u,shout to me,as i'm the one who did the mistake.ok,i'm not point the finger on u,yet i jz wan to let u know wat is my feeling.ok,wat my feeling is a shit to u,since u said be4,u r so small,wat mk u stress,tense,vex..a child,should not hav those feeling.

then shud i conclude that,u dun think as me,a human hav a feeling?? anyway,i'm angry right now.very angry.. maybe u cant sense from my words,my silents or cold war that i mk.nvm,i dun think i'm so gud to u.

yes,u did fair to everyone,but in some emotions,u didnt.
i'm facing it.
but nvm,soon,i'm gonna away from u
mk a call,sound like is a hard job to me.（whether is my an
gry's word or wat.. jz let me release them..)

i'm... very angry,stress,and disappointed(maybe u think too)
i prefer.. future n freedom

jz now,went to carrefour,at the department of toys,wilson and i found smth fun over there.hehe.. over there,brought a lot of memories of childhood to us yet found something fun too

what make us feel amazing was the "magic ball".u will get the answers once u asked the ball.well,the answers all we got,were amazing and unbelievable
such as,bobby,wilson n i love each others or not then those silly questions,all answers really made us "wow!!".. jz 2 answers were "not sure for now" Qs were will he marry me and am i a lesbian.. hehe

then tmr,wilson will go to kl for a course,he looked like force to go.hehe.. gambate my dear,just 3 days then u can back to bp,play with bobby and meet me~

p.s:dear dear,u need to be strong for ur health and career regardless to bobby or me.wakaka

wonder
will my holiday become worthless?
erm..
maybe
but then i will
bake
travel(hope wont be spoil,but.. far from expectation too..>.<)
what else..
maybe
studying some books in my laptop
ahh.. what else i can do
what i planned in the past,doesn't move smooth
everything spoil!!!!!!

oh shit,oh shit,oh poo !!!!
anyway,gonna bake cake,bake biscuits in this few days
feel bored for the sushi making
because that is too easy~ wakaka

any suggestions??
i need them!!!

wonder when it is
u give me d feel of secure is never end
apart from my family
you are the one can give me it

thinking deeply
what characteristics of you that attracted me?
i wonder.. kaka
that's why,i hardly to tell you when you asked me
sorry my dear

in my mind,
you have a lot of weaknesses
but then
some of them may become your strong points to attract people

though you may seem to be ...
oops,don't know what are your weaknesses for sudden

you,in my mind
may not be perfect,nor i do
still are the one i love

big stomach
love bobby
love me
love your family
love travel
love anime
love games
handsome face
not a friend of environment(kaka)
attract girls
full of evil's mind
not much friends
and a lot and a lot

that he is
can be a cute guy or a handsome guy
any adjectives relate to beautiful things regardless of gender
he just like them
praise him
he will fly like bird

a lot of things can be told if you wanna know
never end

hehe.. wan to use barbie gal to describe myself
though i dun have nice figure or nice face
just hope that i can be barbie gal,never end n forever kawaii(for myself! kaka)
well,suddenly feel wan to use barbie gal on myself
do i related to it?
erm,recall from past
i never touch barbie doll till i was nine or ten years old
freaky weird rite?
in my family,there was not much toys for me
only one duckling doll in my memories
met d barbie doll when my cousin was playing it
tat's y i agree when i was small,i was a boy.oops,was tomboy
never know the girlish things
or even wat is the different between boy n girl

I'm a Barbie gal,in a Barbie world~
song from Aqua
just suddenly recall of this song
tat's y this post is out~ kaka

freaky weird post to me
ridiculous?
weird?
dude?
anything
kaka

dear dear,

           really wan to thx to u that always be with me when i am moody.today,i think i really feel warm n secure,it doesnt mean that what u did in past are worthless but today,a day that what i thought, u really did it.i wish u can by my side when i was moody,then u did it after ur work was off.u sense my sound which i just cried. really thx to u that can by my side and comfort me.What u did really mk me feel warm n relieve.

i really love ur hug, let me feel that u r beside me n nth will mk me feel worst.love the feeling~sometime my vocabulary limits my thinks.anyway,thx god that let me met u,no matter it is serendipity or fate,hope this relationship will go till the end.

da gege,love u. u make me feel of eldest bro's love,care and respond.i'm ur princess or small little sis forever~

                                                                                                                ur sweetie lala

wonder ... cos now i feel very happy,warm and grateful with everything i have, regardless of family,my dear dear ,friends and things around me..sometime i do think that i'm the happiest people in the world.well,when there are the moments with my dear dear,no quarrel between family or among themselves,everything move smoothly and a lot and a lot..

maybe i watch too much of drama,will i die very early? cos the egoism i have,make myself think that i am a nice and have all those nice,kind and blah blah good things.. too pride,i think.kaka

anyway,
i will scare quite a lot of things such as
- my dear dear will bore of me
-i cant do well in everything i want to
-have quarrel again with family and friends
-everything run opposite of me
- and a lot..

every every silly stupid things that i will have,i will be thought
i.. not a good girl at first
but gradually grow up due to face a lot of problems and meet a lot of people make me growth

wish myself have a nice holiday
wish myself have a nice journey
wish myself have a wonderful day life~