today,after interview,wen to watch UP with dear dear
this movie,really so touching,funny,adventure yet romance.
"2 small kids admired the same idol
have same dream
grow old together
be with each other together
love each other till old"

this is 1 of the parts i like the most,during d soundless fast forward life of main character,Carl. Dear dear n i,holding hands tightly. Somehow,we want to have a happy life jz like the couple. Happy forever~ no quarrel,no suspicious,no emotional.
i hope i can mk it,i mean it.
cos he really did a better job than me.
hold me tight,care me,love me,believe me.i did a big mistake that i denied it..
somehow still relate my dear dear to my ex.this is d part he get hurt badly.again,sorry.though i know u dun wan me to say sorry again n again

dear dear,with this
i will remind myself again n again.
neither u nor i wan to lose each other.
we love each other so much.
thx for forgiving me all along.
thx thx thx ..

last nite,i made a big mistake(to me).the person who are so bad luck is my dear dear.sorry.. i really dint mean to hurt u so badly.first time i felt tat i really hurt u,hurt u till hardly to breath. i know u will forgive me due to u know wat was happening but i really cant forgive myself.

i swear or cross my heart n did mk a promise with u,
i will not think too much,
i will believe u
i'm confident with u as what u did to me
and lastly,believe n realise u hav give ur heart to me.

is tat look like i'm so silly??
after so long,i still dun feel that he really give his heart to me
or more correctly that i still scare i will lose him
unsecure feeling.. when can be fade?
maybe think too much is d cause

i dun wan to be those gals who r so emotional
i wan to be a gal that is understanding as why u love me
i.. need to think positively

it's been long time that i dun sit in our "MVP" car together with whole family.
they all still the same but dad n mum growing more n more white hairs.both of them worry about a lot of things,such as my grandpa's cancer n leg,my dad business n a lot of things tat his bros throw toward him to solve.

a lot of things i wan to help them yet they think not the rite time for me now.sometime i think my ideas may quite disrespect some of my uncles but wat they did really make me disgusting.anyway,hope everything will be ok soon.

in a very small project in my course,it does reveal all kinds of characteristics of human.no matter it is gud or bad,i think tat is part of them,my coursemates

jz like today,2 groups of us preparing agar medium for salmonella,stap aureas and coliform together.a lot of misunderstands and froze atmosphere which mk me so awful and uncomfortable. i dun like it yet still need to accept it.

8 ppl in a group of them,all came.but is tat possible? for me,less ppl will be encourage since more ppl create more troubles and dillemma. but then,i cant help it since we are late to mk appointment with the stupid lab assistant( always bully students and bad attitude,my big boss said he is idiot but not me.) so we need to endure all the things n mess up in 1 time. i hate the dizzy condition,it make me sick.
anyway,its end now
but there r problems occur after i recheck,they failed to prepare the whole series of agar n medium,maybe miss out, but hopefully they wont "steal" our medium as they tot they can jz simple tk

oh ya,y will said they dare to steal since they did really steal our ideas which we create for our recipe for food product development.pals, dun steal ppl's idea in front of the creator,tat is the most stupid way and ppl hate u too.

so,conclusion is dun think everyone is good and holy guys,this kind of ppl are extincted from days to days

heard that my uni will be closed soon,within few hours but no news or real announcement of it.well,i hope it really close down to clean the facility in my college or faculty. it is bad tat since there were ppl died n quarantine in my uni
no matter wat,jz do smth!!!

hope to c my dear dear in few hours later..
i dun wan to stay in a place full of horror and suspicious

recently are so busy
busy with labs
busy with reports
busy with FPD( food product development)
busy with discussion
and busy for nth..(sometime)

now i need for the most is sleep!
mr zhou always come n find me whenever n wherever
but his effectiveness seem like doesnt so effective ler.. kaka

then what a surprise to me is,on 29th,i will have exam!!
oh my god,what a good holiday been spoil by this exam but no choice since no time after it. So,gambate for it n hope my ah pa(chee siong) has exam on 28th then i still can tumpang his car back to BP~

then now,mr zhou is finding me,9.35pm.Going to sleep soon,maybe.
missing dear dear,but cant find him since he dun pick up my phone.Gonna see what time he call me lo~ hehe
whatever is it,i'm missing him so badly now
back home to meet him~

p.s: stomach so pain,maybe is food poisoning but mild
       few days dy,thought was mentruas but nothing. >.<lll

it's been long time that i dun update my blog.
well,recently there are a lot of incidents,some were sweet some were sorrow and sad.
for sweet parts,was my birthday~ hehe
it was very sweet to me,since i was whole day along with my dear dear for 2 days
it was perfect to me,since we hardly to have such long hours together.memories are precious to me.
but then still have a lot of things we cant do due to some problems such as
-cant take the big head photo
-cant get nice vinci shoes
-cant get jeans
-cant get special birthday gift
n... nth dy.kaka

then for the sorrow parts,to me i think i need immune or rather than hold my passion toward some of my friends.
a small project can deliver a group of people's mind,which are evil, greedy, innocent, true heart, failure and more n more.some of them i do like it,but not all.friends in university seem like u will get their true heart or not.so wear ur eyes when look at them~

a lot to complain!!!

1st,my block,NO WATER.but the other blocks hav water.. >.<
need to hav a small walk or rather a small jog(if u dun mind to sweat) to get it.stupid KKM(kolej keris mas that i stay in now)

2nd,y my lecturer change the topic of lab!!!!
so i cant find the complete set of machine for drawing n the functions!!!
oh my god! really wan to faint

3rd,who wan to back on friday nite????
i need someone who can accompany.hehe.. ok,due to i'm a bit of coward that that nite wont get any tickets,so at least still hav ppl accompany me.kaka~

4th.H1N1 is attacking my campus! but is the one in kl,not bangi.kaka
so,wonder will my place safe from it? wondering
UUM is 1st uni to be quarantine as i heard so hope they wont hav more cases,else no one dare to back uni~

lastly,i hate block 10

feeling sad n how tiny i am.cannot do anything for u or myself.i know ur reasons and tat is also important to u,so i think i dont have the right to angry yet i'm jz feel sad.so dun worry,u jz sense wrong feeling of me.

i'm not sure that why,after u told me,i will so surge.maybe too miss u..

yes,i dun hav right to make arguement or anything..

sometime i do feel tired of it,so trying a lot of ways to cover those tiredness,sometime,u did really well.

most of the times,we dun hav much choices.poor of us

yet nth can do

again that i am having urinary tract infection! a painful + bad experience of it~
well,if can,i prefer don't want to have this irritating and painful disease.
then,hate the feels of bladder will be exploded at anytime!therefore,u need to ran to the toilet as much as u can + as fast as u can~ cos the feeling.. really bad
also,need to force myself to drink a lot of water to clean those bacteria away..
haih,i just 1 day drink not much water,then forget to drink the berry essence,then the UTI find me again.

erm.. i'm wondering whether is my allergy causing me for this UTI.. need to check for the blood test lo~

oh ya,today i tested for the blood type i have, i'm AB+ o ~
ok,the most selfish blood type since only can be received but cant donate~
wow,then can i donor my organs to those who need? curiousing~